Perasaan Terdalamku "Aku Ingin Menjadi Diriku Sendiri"

Terbangun dari mimpi indahku...
dan tersadar, bahwa aku hanya bermimpi...
Sulit rasanya aku menghadapi kehidupan yang sesungguhnya...
Aku merasa hidup ini sungguh membosankan dan menyakitkan...
Ingin rasanya aku keluar dari jangkauan hidupku yang nyata...
dan mencoba menjadi yang berbeda, tapi tak selalu yang kulakukan membuat orang lain senang...
Sesungguhnya, bukan membuat orang lain senanglah tujuan hidupku...
Melainkan membuat orang lain merasa tak terganggu akan kehadiranku disekitar mereka...
Walau kadang aku selalu merasa ingin mendapat pengakuan dari orang lain....
Pernah pula aku merasa sangat sesak didada ketika seseorang mengatakan kepadaku,
bahwa semua yang kulakukan selalu salah...
Selama ini selalu aku mencoba melakukan semua yang terbaik,
hingga aku hampir kehilangan diriku sendiri...
Menjadi orang lain, hanya untuk membuat mereka puas...
Walau tak bisa ku pungkiri, bahwa hal itu begitu menyakitkan bagiku....
Sesungguhnya tak ingin kulakukan semua itu..
Tapi, tak ada yang bisa kulakukan...
Aku hanya bisa mengikuti semuanya itu, seperti air yang mengalir...
Kadang aku bertanya, kapankah aku bisa hidup bahagia sebagai diriku sendiri??
Aku tak pernah menyesal hidup didunia ini, aku hanya merasa bahwa bukan hidup seperti ini yang kuinginkan.
Aku ingin merasakan kebebasan walau hanya sebentar...
Aku ingin menjadi diriku sendiri...
Aku ingin bebas, menemukan jalan hidup yang kumau...
dan menemukan seseorang yang bisa membawaku menikmati segarnya kehidupan ini...

#Just Wanna Share#

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Tak kusangka....
Cinta itu betapa pahitnya...
Cinta itu betapa sedihnya...
Akhirnya aku sadar bahwa dikaulah orangnya...
Aku masih mengingat dengan jelas...Semuanya...
Wangimu, Gerak-gerikmu... Semuanya...
Sekarang hanya ada kamu...
Hanya kamu saja..
Kamu terus...

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Selalu, kapan pun yang terpancar di mataku
adalah kamu seorang.
Kapankah...Aku akan terpancar di matamu??
Kamu akan memandangku??
Kamu akan berpaling dan tersenyum padaku??
Kamu akan menatap lurus padaku??

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(Kata-kata ini di ambil dari komik 'Always By Your Side')

Sam Concepcion - Someone [Lyric]

You can't sleep

You can't eat

You can't weep

When you love someone

Feels extreme when you dream, 

And you scream when you love someone.

If you feel that strong. 

Can you say that one?

Let me be your.

Someone to hold you tight

Someone to make you feel all right

Every day & night

I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you when you're weak

Someone to make you feel complete

Every day & night 

I wish I was your someone

Don't you know, 

I will go if you show that i can break free

Feels extreme when you dream, 

and you scream when you love someone.

If you feel that's wrong 

Can you see you're the one?

Let me be your

Someone to hold you tight

Someone to make you feel all right

Every day & night

I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you when you're weak

Someone to make you feel complete

Every day & night 

I wish I was your someone

And I hold you tight

You're still on my mind

and I can't forget you

You're still on my mind

Someone to hold you tight

Someone to make you feel all right

Every day & night

I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you when you're weak

Someone to make you feel complete

Every day & night 

I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you tight

Someone to make you feel all right

Every day & night

I wish I was your someone.

2PM Jun.K - True Swag [Lyric] --- [Legend Of 2PM]

Yeah Jun.K

Its the rapper from 143V

Leggo leggo letsgo

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. true swag

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. true swag.. true swag 

That why I'm fly fly fly fly fly

High High high i'm so fly

True swag

Hallo its me JunK is back true swager

My home knows how to play like a player (fresh)

Hisashibri classic piano hitete okuretayo (smash it)

Nisenjuninemi takusanno shirenni

Rakushouga iinoni kedo mechakucha tokini hinketsugimi ah ah

Maithoshi yattekuru kinenbi kanoyouni (bless it)

kimino zugono pandora box ga

Nazotoki meiro toitemireba

Chubouni juhachi daisei mousudeni

Giridongurino seikurabeda

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. true swag

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. true swag.. true swag 

That why I'm fly fly fly fly fly

High High high i'm so fly

Oreno kyokuni hiwatsuketara

Kick kara snare bounce areru like a panda

N O L O V E shikari kushibari

Noantonmono panchide hakudake

Nakaminonai joshimitadakede hananoshita nobashi tarashi

uchino kawai audrey wa chuken sonnamisa shinai

Kono hajishirazume ikagenni manabe

Senseino yukotoni shikari mimiwomuke shinchoninare

Odeshijaneekara kike houkaisunzen

Omaeno mentalumende

Ishano senseini houtsi maitemorae

ow ow ow get a shock

I know ya all ain't ready for this one 

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. 

aint no body fresher than my

True swag.. true swag.. true swag.. true swag 

No love is inthe building

Hanehabatakasete utauyo

Kimino tamashi yobiokkosutamenara basho towazu

Ikuyo wamiyatsura tsurushi tsurutsurushi ageteyaruyo

Fly fly fly fly fly high higher i'm so fly

hold up men

Hutatabi give it to me yamanai kansei

I cant hear a damn thing cause tobikaukotobaga donasusei huh?

rhyme originality ahureruhodono jibunnarino yanugenai lane

Jiamari nashidakaro chekkushina

I wanna girigiri pop with a rap

and I better take u for achess wanna bet nara

Nannara put u onn a guest want the best nara ah

Listen

No love no music no shove no Scenis

Achiya kocchi ajikenai puppet

Pump it stomp it haters just knocking

All the people know I'm a 2 o'clock clock dis

jainoranku must mean that i'm fly

Rekinna pushon narairanai

Sold out everybody wish so,

When u are sold out everybody know u

2PM - Forever [Lyric] --- [Legend Of 2PM]

Yume no tochuu de bokura wa deatte ima mo

Sorezore no mirai he mukatte aruite iru

Futo tachidomatte isogashii nichijou wo nukedashi

Kimi no natsukashii egao ni omoihaseru

Aitakute aenai toki ga bokutachi no ai wo

Tsuyoku kaete kureru to negai shinjite

FOREVER

Sotto kawashita kisu ima demo omoidasu hitori no yoru wa

Setsunakute nukumori koishii kedo

Onaji sora no shita ni kimi ga ikite iru dake de

Boku no mainichi ga hora hikari afurete yuku yo

Sayonara no namida kakushite waratteta kimi ni

Boku wa kanarazu ai ni yuku nda

Matte ite hoshii

Aitakute aenai toki ga bokutachi no ai wo

Tsuyoku kaete kureru to ima wa shinjite

Futatsu no michi ga mata meguri kasanaru koto wo

Donna toki demo kimi no ai wo shinjiru 

FOREVER

La La La…

2PM - Masquerade [Lyric] --- [Legend Of 2PM]

Why hikareau U and I magire mo naku guilty

if motto hayaku Deattetara

tomerarenai aisa ~

YEAH

Masquerade

Kon'nanimo I need you I miss You

Kimi o day and night motomete

Shimau

itsuwari no kamen de

Kokoro kakusanaide

Dance dance dance zankokuna

Itami masquerade

Please tell me now

Kono ai no keshi-kata o oh

God

Eyes shōjiki-sa

Mitsumenaide

Koreijō wa red zone

Masquerade dōshitemo

I need you I miss you

Kimi wa only one kawari wa

Inai

Itsuwari no kamen o

Sotto hazushi

Yume de cry cry cry eien ga

Hoshī

Rissun konogoro

Kimi no koto de round and

Round

Nōri ni shirokujichū comes

Around

Mekuru arubamu no yō ni

Samazamana kioku yomigaeru

(Love)

Futari dake no himitsu omoi

Tachikirenai shinjitsu o

Sōzō no naka de masaka

Hazushinagara kuchibiru ni I'm kissing you (girl)

Kono te nobashite

Ubai saritai

nani mo iranai

Kimisaeireba

Masquerade

Kon'nanimo I need you I miss You

Kimi o day and night motomete

Shimau

itsuwari no kamen o

Futari nugisuteyou

Dance dance dance hanasanai

Nidoto masquerade

2PM - Beautiful [Lyric] --- [Legend Of 2PM]

Beautiful love beautiful mou kimi shika aisenaiyo

Kono omoi kesenaiyo boku dake o miteKirai ni sasetekure boku karadeteitte

Isso omoi kiri kizutsuke temoii

Nureta kuroi hitomi yawaraka na kuchibiru

Damesa orokana yubisaki ga hooni nobiruyo

Beautiful love beautiful mou kimi shika aisenaiyo

Atsui omoi kesenaiyo boku dake o mite

Beautiful love beautiful kono inochi ga kieusetemo

Ikutsu namida afuretemo dakishimeru darou

Nee kiss tomenaide warawanaide okure

Suki ja oitsukanaiyo harisake sou

Doushitara hutari hitotsu ni nareru no ka

Ase wa taiyou dake no seijanai aseruyo

Beautiful love beautiful mou kimi shika aisenaiyo

Mou nani mokamo eien sa zutto daitete

Beautiful love beautiful haru mo natsu mo aki mo fuyu mo

Tojikometai kono muneni oh zenbu ga hoshii

Ima arata na bouken shiteiruyouna shougeki

Kimi wo mite motometari toki ni wa shitto shite

Kodomo no nakigoto mou ichido

Ittete kizuita ima made kitto

Daremo kokoro wo kayowase nakatta but I say you are my babe

Okubyou na kako wo kaeta kimi no sonzai dakede aruite iku keep on

Irodoraru life kimitono kirameku yona time any more

Nozomu monowanai mou isso kesenai ito wo we gonna make it you know?

Thank you love you boku ni wa it’s you

Kimi shika aisenaitte riyuu mada wakaranai nara

Kanjirumade boku wa matsu kara

Aishiteru aishiteru mou kimi shika aisenaiyo

Kono omoi kesenaiyo boku dake wo mite

Beautiful love beautiful kono inochi ga kieusetemo

Ikutsu namida afuretemo dakishimeru darou